yeah
still no ac
it’s supposed to reach 114 here by monday
sometimes hot is just too fucking hot, ya know?
yessir
i’m coming back into me again
i can feel the comfort
i can feel the giggle threatening to bubble up
are you ready for it?
seems a bunch of us have lost our libido
the water is beginning that slow roll boil
are you ready?
hope so
’cause ready or not
i’m feeling hot and happy
sweet and sassy
i’m ready to wear the slippery when wet belt buckle again
ready to use that belt as i see fit
even if it’s only in words
the deeds will come around in time
the scabs have turned to scars
and damn but i’ve got pretty scars
i’m feeling damn fucking sexy in my twisted pink skin
let me tell ya
and here comes the radomness….
we’re on specified watering days
but my lawn is dying
so
under the cover of night
i’m watering the shit outta my grass
they specify days we can water
but not the amount of time we can water
nor are we on water meters
and ~again~
my lawn is dying
and i like to go barefoot okay?
and dead grass is no fun to walk on barefoot
so
sue me
despite the lack of ac
my daughters friends have decided this is the place to be
something about the fact that i don’t give anyone any shit for…
being themselves i guess
i dunno
they’re young and having fun
and as long as everyone is safe and nothing gets broken?
i’m good with that
without po.rnh.ub and BOB?
i’d probably have gone thru the change of life already
and i’m just not okay with that thought
ya know?
how many times a day do you need loving?
the touchpad on my laptop has been touchy ever since i took it in to be fixed
i’m thinking the computer nerds musta had some fun after they found my HNT photos
or
maybe it’s just me…
HNT
remember that?
i may have to start participating again
just because
we all could use a boost to the libido
and hell
it was fucking fun as hell there for a while
yes?
i have a sickening addiction to reality tv
i’ve been known to hole up for hours to watch
in.te.rven.tion
cel.ebrity.r.eha.b
da.isyof.l.ove
i can’t help myself
and i’m a sick s.urvi.vor fan
i figure if it’s the worst of my addictions
oh well
but
i have another
f.m.ylif.e
come join me
the water’s fine
i’m four beers in
the water’s still fine
the house i’m renting is owned by C’s brother
and that
my friends
may have been my big mistake of the year
(i always have one ya know)
she is veryveryveryveryveryveryvery protective of her brother
to the point of almost being in denial about who he really is
“he’s compulsively organized, like i am”
ummmm, he hasn’t set up his voicemail on his cell phone
so… whatever
everyone that hears that i have no ac
talks to me about renters rights
and really?
how do i take C’s brother to task?
and not end up having a battle with C?
really
just once in my life
i’d like someone to choose me first
and that
is my pout of the day
whatever
this post is shockingly long….
i went to a store called home go.ods the other day
and found a new comforter set
and OMFG
(to quote my youngest)
one more addition
a mattress topper
and i’ll be back to sleeping on a cloud again
and that my friends is wonderful for the woman who slept on her couch for… what? 9 months?
something like that
and if i’m not have wild, mon.ke.y sex in my bed?
i may as well have something soft and sweet rubbing up again my skin
my libido has returned with a vengence
there are men i work with
that i’m not even attracted to really
and recently
i find myself lost in the thoughts of what the skin on their forearms would feel like under my fingertips
lost in watching their lips form words
watching them slide down the hallway in front me
wondering if they are quiet ones
or ones that like to talk dirty
heaven help me
it was a sad day today
two i.cons died
two who were in the news so much
i felt like i knew them personally
they certainly were strange enough they could’ve qualified for family members for me
only the strange need apply for that status in my life
wordpress now tells me how many words i’ve entered
i’m at 742 at last count
holy hell
i should quit
while you’re behind
or while i’m still sober
which is exactly 1/2 beer away
my daughters and their friends are having more sex right now than i am
and that
makes me feel
old
someone quick!
send me a solution
okay
really
i’m going now
kisses loves
are you ready?