california
filled me

what i can tell you about california is this
stepping off the plane, walking ’round the airport a bit waiting for luggage…
standing in the airport i felt normal again

i drove to C’s house with the biggest smile on my face even though it was a late hour when i arrived
i spent my time staying up WAY too late, laughing, drinking, toes in the sand, tears on my cheeks, loving every moment
everyone wants to know when i’m coming back
and i don’t have an answer for them
other than… soon

tons of thoughts swirl around in my head
but when i sit down to type they vanish
so
i won’t bore you with the trivial

just wanted to wave