i have just a few moments to myself
alone
this is rare

those of you who have blogs
please know i am reading
not enough time alone to leave a comment
but know that i am there
in my thoughts

to say it’s been stressful would be an understatement
i find myself wondering how much more i can stand
how many more hours of lost sleep
a few days ago he blew again over messy bedrooms
he tells me day before yesterday that he is going to go back to how he was a year and a half ago
makes me sick to even think about it
they say that hard times will make or break a relationship
suffice to say that endless hard times have broken ours

i’m so fucking sad

paying off bills again
making plans again
i’m gonna take back my life
soon